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24 November 2009 @ 11:39 pm
Just a few notes. I'm no longer a Windows user, but an Ubuntu user. I switched to the 9.10 Ubuntu for my OS and I must say it's pretty slick. The best thing I've seen in it is the Ubuntu download center.

On another note my Personal Narrative teacher wants me to submit my latest story for pearls to get published. I thought it was the weakest story out of the four I did for the class. But heh... I should have no problem with it..

Also I'm looking to move out fairly soon. That is all
 
 
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Perdin
24 November 2009 @ 06:19 pm
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Perdin
19 November 2009 @ 12:45 am
Today an Indie chick came into the store and rented some movies. I checked her ID for the account. Her address was a LOFT! I was like "That is soo cool"

anyways yeah... crush.
 
 
Perdin
17 November 2009 @ 02:44 am
Call of Duty Modern Warfare 2 is the game that I've been playing almost non-stop for a while, just because I got so many people playing it with me be it the rest of RvB (Sarge, Tucker, Church, Griff) or Necro, Bloodsplatter, Chewey and Becker, there is always someone online to team up and slaughter people with. Anyways my Class specs are Firebombing with grenades and extra explosion damage. It's kind of gross when I go suicidal and just rake up the kills then die.

Tomorrow I may wake up early enough to go visit Chinatown so I can pick up a few asian movies (Old Boy, Sympathy For Lady Vengeance, Good Bad The Weird, and Goemon. I'm hoping to find at least a few of them but if not.... Or L saves the day... The horrible Third Death Note Film... This of course is all due because of Thirst... Asian cinema is actually pretty cool... and long.

Next few days is busy... I hand in a half ass paper tomorrow and then only 48 hours to edit another paper and put up posterboard and photographs on a piece of posterboard... should be fun... not really. Then I get to talk to a group who have no idea on what the hell they are doing cause they don't do homework.

Anyways I must sleep.. Last night I had a fucked up dream that involved Incest with my sister... Not only is it the incest part.... but I don't have a sister. My mind must be really fucked up on something.

Heh.
 
 
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Current Noise: "Bad Romance" - Lady Gaga
 
 
Perdin
11 November 2009 @ 05:30 pm
Why would girls go out with someone, take their pants off and give oral and then just not talk to you?

Like wtf? 
 
 
Perdin
10 November 2009 @ 01:59 am
I'm in panic mode as due dates are coming up quickly. By due dates I mean I have a poem due tomorrow morning that I'm editing, Thursday I have my novel & proposal thing due on Thursday, and Tuesday I have another paper due.

I have Call of Duty modern Warfare 2 fast paced action.

I have a date tomorrow night. Sushi and stuff. Should be fun.

Homework.
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Perdin
06 November 2009 @ 01:49 am

Last month several Greenpeace activist broke into a Shell upgrade expansion site in Alberta. It turns out one of the sixteen people in that protest is in my Personal Narrative class. Today she got a phone call from one of her other activist (Since their conditions have been lifted on bail) and she said something that startled me and it was along the lines of: "I want this trial shit done with. If I'm not going to jail, I want to go back out there on the field." 

I couldn't help but think about SKTFM, Kult, Bullshit with Penn and Teller, and other Rant Radio programs. I asked her why she does this, she gave me this long environmental response. I then commented how she sounds brainwashed by an organization to push their own agenda. She goes on about how Greenpeace is non-violent,peaceful, and I'm sure no Greenpeace members belong to other extreme groups at all....

Anyways I tell her to think very carefully about being part of an organization that treats their members as pawns in a chess game. She got really offended by this statement and said that she did it on her own free will, which I replied 'So do suicide bombers." 

Class was about to begin, and she went on to say how she can't do anything besides radical ideas like these in order to get people to talk about the issues.

In I which I said,

"It didn't work for Guy Fawkes." 
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Perdin
03 November 2009 @ 11:16 pm
Not as a writer of course... But anyways, today in class Ivan E Coyote came to visit and did a few readings from her short stories and opened up to the 'Q & A' portion of the bit. I truly believe she loves talking to people but my teacher is a douche who had to follow time constraints. But anyways I had one questioned answered and it was about the importance of writing as in Word Count Vs Coherent Word Count and November Write A Novel Month. She described her successful attempt at the competition and listed stuff about her challenge, but asked me how I knew this and I said I read it in an interview.

The questions that followed were like this:
- How do you come up with an opening line?
- Are you scared of what you put into your books?

and which at the end of class when she signed my book, she wrote this in:

- Kris,
Thank you for listening in class and asking the smartest question today.
- Ivan.

and I'm like w00t!

But anyways, she discussed about posting stuff online on facebook where anyone can read it.. (An answer to the scared of putting secrets into books) and I really wanted to ask how she felt about Copywrite laws for some reason...

Heh.

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Perdin
02 November 2009 @ 02:06 am
Last time I checked, I don't have this friend reading this journal. But anyways, I may have a friend who is a Craigslist hooker... I'm not sure if she was joking or not, but... the way the conversation went was weird... Cause I was like "Hey I haven't talked to her in a while and I'm lonely" soo... I went "Hey what's up?" and then filler conversation. "So did you find a job" in which she replied yes. She then told me it was complicated and for five minutes of "Oh? What is it" and "Trust me" type stuff she said she was a Craigslist Hooker in which I said, really? And she said something on how I think lowly of her...

But anyways, long story short... I've removed her from possible dating list... Yes the list exist... it's actually on my msn list.. Yeah that's kind of sad isn't it?

Sam and I have summed up my Cam Vampire character as Deadpool without the crazy disorder. Seriously, it's kind of hot on what my character can do with a gun... It's even hotter when I'm backed by some of the richest kindred of the city.

But anyways, that of course was caused by the Halloween Game that I was briefly at with people. I share Tiffany's feeling of being disconnected with the whole group social thing, but in roleplay on can't simply wait.

I really hate it when people forward me shit that I've already seen. My dad and brother for instance. Gah, I've already seen it! I've been on the internet! 

So because I haven't been to Women Studies class for a bit, I've been put into the worse fucking group ever. Seriously... I'm in the ALL GUYS GROUP of WOMENS STUDIES! I mean... there are only FOUR GUYS and we're put into a group together... and of course the other three are SLACKERS.
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Perdin
Is it sad that I enjoy an Ex's misery? I did some late night creepy reading and smiled when I found out her life sucks and she's in debt. I really do still hate her, but I was reminded of her the other day so that's why I did some late night reading.

I really do think anger is a productive emotion.

Anyways, besides being a creeper and being happy on other people's misery. I'm really excited for work Saturday as I will be wearing my Cowboy Ninja Viking outfit which there will be pictures of! 

I'm also going to the cam game on Sunday.
 
 
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Perdin
28 October 2009 @ 01:14 am
My Halloween Costume? Cowboy Ninja Viking.

Yes, I'm cosplaying (Trying to) an obscure comic book character.

Here is how the costume is gonna be:

Head: Cowboy Hat and maybe a Ninja headband.
Chest: My long Grey cowboy long coat/fake chain male or armor.
Belts: Cowboy Holster + Ninja Sash - Two swords on my right side, gun on left.
Pants: Hoping to get Ninja Pants/ Viking pants
Shoes: Cowboy Shoes/Ninja Shoes
Hands: Viking Axe/armor.

I think it balances all three of them up.
 


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Perdin
26 October 2009 @ 01:23 am
Halloween is Saturday and I'm working. I have NO IDEA on what I wanna do. 

Help?
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Perdin
21 October 2009 @ 04:19 pm
Today I told my Ex she has bad taste in music. She sent me something that makes me rather listen to Brokencyde.

I present to you, Hollywood Undead's "Everywhere I Go"


What.The.Fuck.



 
 
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Perdin
20 October 2009 @ 01:03 pm
Well I'm alive.. still not 100% but alive. I'm working a lot right now so I'll be getting in some money! I bought Borderlands for the 360 today so I'll be playing that after I get some homework done.

I couldn't find anyone for my Herstory project (Where I interview a woman about her life) the difficulty is finding someone older than 55... I guess I have to use my mom (Who is 55 herself), but it kind of takes the point out of the project. Also I don't think I could give her the $75 interview money for the project since she is family..

Today I'm working on Personal Narrative... I'm gonna do it in a theme of a horror story I think. I've yet to heard my marks from my last one, but I think it did pretty good although the point of the story was missed by most.

Gah I should at least start typing before Beau comes home with my Nandos.
 
 
Perdin
16 October 2009 @ 07:24 pm
I have swine flu.

That is all.
 
 
Perdin
13 October 2009 @ 02:19 am
On Sunday I had a co-worker ask me if I could remove a curse off her. My brother was working at the time with me and it caused an awkward family moment, as my brother doesn't even know I have Tarot Cards. Anyways, I told the co-working that the guy who 'cursed' her is a sham and even though he may have cursed her, as long as she doesn't believe in it... nothing should happen. It's like prayer, in the fact that unless someone believes in it it won't work..

Anyways I should kill some rumors that i've been going around.

1. I'm NOT Gay:
Origin: In End of Eternity my Character Alexis Fe Fantum (Or Jean Paul Trotsky) is a bisexual. His costume is like a scenster with black eyeliner and such. During pre-game rambles someone asked my character what's up with the make up and I said that he's gay. This leads to speculation and Brett, Tiffany, and other people thought I was gay. So bah!

2. I DON'T practice Magic, Magick, or anything else!
Origin: I've told people that I used to be a Satanist. They assume the magic aspect and the fact that I like to play with Tarot cards every once in a while I also play with magic... or something.

Other than that I don't have any other rumors to kill.

Tomorrow we're work shopping "THE BUS RIDE" by me tomorrow for personal narrative. It's different. It's not only brutally untrue, but also honest.  Hey? Tell me what you think!



I need to figure out something to wear for Halloween. I'm having troubles cause I'm working which means my 9 dollar demon gloves are now useless! See I was planning to do a Demon/Death thing with makeup but it is unworkable since I still need to work.

Here's what I'm thinking of:

Plague Doctor
Vampire: Black Contacts? White? Blood? Details! That's what I need to know!
Cyberpunk
Science Fiction Pulp Hero
 

See I have no real ideas... Gah, I need to get up for school!

Later.

 
 
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Perdin
11 October 2009 @ 02:33 am


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Current Noise: "The Music Meister" - Music Meister
 
 
Perdin
11 October 2009 @ 01:46 am
Gah I work all Thanksgiving Weekend... I hope I get Halloween off cause my costume might not be work friendly. I'm going as a Demon, which one I'm not sure but it's gonna be cool!

I had an interesting customer at work today. Essentially he rented a Movie and comes back several hours later screaming and yelling saying that there was no disk inside. Sometimes shit happens. So I go and check to see who last rented the disk and it turns out it never has been rented (New Release) until this guy picks it up. So that's really fishy. So I change disks with another copy and this guy demands credit in which I say, "No. Stuff happens" because it's really fucking weird. He asks why and I explained him the THREE possible things that could have happened.

1. A ninja stole the disk without harming the box.
2. The WHAREHOUSE which we order THOUSANDS upon THOUSANDS of DVDs from misses one single disk! (Which is possibly, I haven't seen this yet though.)
3. We get scammers who damage disks themselves so they can get credit. IE How do we not know that you didn't misplace the disk before putting it in the player? Or What I really meant was: How the fuck do I know you're telling the truth?

Cause usually in things like this the disk that is missing is from the previous renter and it's just a simple call. But when you're FIRST to rent a movie out... It's a bit fishy. It also doesn't help that some fuck tried to scam me out of 60 bucks with no success.

Seriously, I may anger several costumers, but no fraud shit gets passed me.

Other than that work is fine.

In school I'm taking Women Studies and Personal Narrative. I need to find a woman 35 years older than I to talk to about feminism for my Herstory project which will suck.Why? Cause I don't know anyone who is older than 58! More or less Women.

I've been having lucid dreams lately.

I also have this nagging feeling in the back of my head. I slept with a chick that I don't really like (I was really drunk) and we used protection and all but it's still nagging in the back of my head. I blame the general population of females I know who are or were pregnant for this.

Gah.

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Perdin
10 October 2009 @ 03:03 pm
Update this thing more.

Will be updated tonight.
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Perdin
03 October 2009 @ 12:28 am

Tarot Reading: Necronomicon Spread

                Ok, this is the spread that came with my Deck and I’m gonna try it. I first say the oath to Cthulhu on my plush toy and start the spread. The spread has an overall connecting card, master and servants. The Overall card is the theme of the spread, and it relates to my question. The Masters are cards dealing with the present and the servants deal with future events/people and where it’s going to lead up.

My question: Where will I be in the new year?

Card of Fate: Beast of Babylon – VII Chariot (Cancer)
Meaning: Victory, conquest, Triumph, fruits of battle, admiration of the crowd, fame, & Glory.
My Take: In the New Year I would be finished another semester in school, it could also mean a completion of a new year. We’ll see how it goes and ties into each category.

 

FAMILY LIFE:
MASTER (Present): Yog-Sothoth – X (Inverted) Wheel (Jupiter)
Meaning: Treading water, lost opportunity, setback, lack of progress, bad luck.
My Take: I’ve never had the best luck with my family as people know. My parents are looking to selling the house to force my brothers and I out of it. So this isn’t surprising. Zodiac rules say I’m uneasy since I’m a Virgo which is true.

SERVANT (Future): Queen of Wands: Lady (Water of Fire)
Meaning: A mature woman with an innate authority over others, deep inner strength of will, relaxed self assurance, a complete absence of uncertainty, and a sustained sense of purpose that adapts flexibly to achieve its ends. She is well liked by those she dominates, because she does it with such grace and skill, project an aura of stability and security.
My Take: If a servant is a Queen/King/Knave/not a fucking number, it general means someone comes in as or exists in my life instead of a characteristic/thing. Seeing how the CARD OF FATE is of triumph and my Family life is screwed and a new figure (I haven’t talked to many older ladies than I lately) is what I’m assuming could be a land lord. She seems to dominate the relationship though of renter and rentee, I’m assuming. But the way I see it and the cards play it, it’s possible that I’m moving out pretty soon.

SOCIAL LIFE:
Master (Present): Deep One & Bride – XI Lovers (Gemini)
Meaning: Love, relationship, pledge, union, trust, devotion, and trust.
My Take: Friends are marrying and stuff, getting together.  That’s about it. I’ve had a few confide in me, but they’re not together or in relations.

SERVANT (Future): Four of Discs
Meaning: Dominion, rank, earthly power, legacy, property, and gain of money.
My Take: With the card of fate and all I guess I’ll be more important to some of them for trust and what not? I have no clue.

WORK LIFE:
Master (Present): Amun – IV Emperor (Aries)
Meaning: Virility, creative spark, penetration, determined purpose, and passionate man.
My Take: I’ve been at home sick for work and haven’t worked in forever and determined to make a huge splash on Saturday night, so my efforts are even noted in the card. Just need to see if I’ll be successful and win that competition.

Servant (Future): (Inverted) Four of Wands
Meaning: Unsteadiness, hates, lack of preparation, anxiety about results, and rushing to finish.
My Take: Taking into affect that this is stuff in the new year, and that I’m supposed to be living alone I’m assuming I have a new job and I’m still trying to grasp what to do. But with the overall card being victory and conquest, I’m assuming this will be only a setback. Although it could also mean how my results on Tomorrow and Sunday nights would fare also, but I don’t think the future cards would be that quick.

 

LOVE LIFE:
Master (Present): Ishtar – XVII Star (Aquarius)
Meaning: Hope, Divine gift, cleansing of the soul, renewal of purpose, and destiny.
My Take: I haven’t been looking in the past few months for a relationship nor have I been doing the ‘emo’ thing I usually do. Maybe because the fall is starting again I’ll begin searching again and that’s why there is ‘hope.’

Servant (Future): Nine of Cups
Meaning: Success realized, material pleasure, wellbeing, and wish achieved.
My Take: I’m assuming by the new year I’ll be in a relationship, although I do think it’s still doubtful because a figure didn’t show up, but I’m seeing some success in this. Any takers :-P

 

EDUCATION LIFE:
Master (Present): (Inverted) Azathoth – 0 Fool (Air)
Meaning: Blindness, good advice ignored, meaningless talk, danger ahead.
My Take: I’m slowly finishing my schooling and my classes I’m slacking a bit and not taking things too seriously. Or the fact that I’m not learning about life right now.. or something.

Servant (Future): Knave of Disks: Auspex (Earth to Earth)
Meaning: A young woman or a child of generous nature, caring of others, giving of herself, with a deep constant courage to persevere in the face of difficulties. She preserves her resources with car, using them only where they are needed and is able to act effectively when decisive action is required. She is seldom caught without ammunition.
My Take: For education and such, I don’t know anyone like this and because it’s my ‘element’ I’m thinking this could be a muse of sort that I’ll meet which would teach me a lesson.

Heh, recap:

 

-          Living without a family

-          Change of workplace/difficulties

-          Relationship

-          More friendship

Victory!