Omega Prime died on Friday, well the harddrive crashed and I junked the whole thing out and literally burned 1200 hundred to buy a new computer set up called Nova Prime.

Wait, what's Nova Prime you asked?

Nova Prime is the successor to my old computer and here is the down low on it:

2.52 GHz Duel Core Processors
Two gigs of Ram
High tech video card

I also managed to get surround sound speaker system along with a 22 inch wide monitor that looks beautiful.

I needed a break for work and school and that is part of the reason why I showed up to vampire tonight thinking getting away from everything and enjoying it with people might cheer me up... It didn't, in fact I'm not feeling well at all I'm just tired. I'm not sure if it's the horrible subway (Guy can't make a sub worth shit) or just how much I hate Requiem over Masquerade.... It could be the game in general... But any cam game my character looses his awesomeness from other MC high people fucking C stomping him... blah

Like I said I felt like shit and I messaged Caitlin but didn't get a reply. It sucked very much since Caitlin pulled a thing recently about "Being there" and how "we're still friends after all" bullshit. Gah I just want to fade away...

Oh well. I shall Go to my slumber.

Went to a birthday party, came home wrote Angst filled poetry. So like me eh?

I probably won't be at the Cam Cross venue tomorrow either. Too emo.

Her, you and I
It’s like Christmas Day without any presents
when I hear her talk about him.
It puts a dent in my heart when she utters about his scent,
how he looks, how he acts. To me it’s torment.

Every time I see her I put it on the line,
she always declines.
I then commence a midnight swim in a bottle of wine,
hoping some day she might change her mind.

Escape:
Let’s leave this town,
catch a train outta here.
It don’t matter where,
as long as you’re near.

We don’t need them,
they already labeled us condemned.
Who cares about them?
They don’t matter,
and we shouldn’t care.

Mrs Dumpty: 

She numbs herself every night
with pills, drinks and anything in sight.
I watch her fall, leaving with men who leave her
a mess.

Despite my rejected offers for a romantic passion,
I still have enough compassion to pick up the pieces
and put her back together again.

Cliché Tragedy

She wears a black dress to the funeral,
the kind that mistakes are often made in.
I wear a black suit, like a cliché funeral attendee.
She gives an eulogy filled with why nots,
I give an eulogy filled with buts.
The crowd cries, why can’t she love me back?
I proclaim I will die for her as she turns her back,
walking away like a cliché character in a love story.
I bleed crimson red all over the coffin of our once love.


I wanna be normal:

I wish to romanticized everything we do,
cause there is a part of me that wants you.
I wish you would see me as my own person,
instead of a shadow of the boy I used to be.

I do not feel well under your spell.
Your being makes me queasy.
So I take your magical pills,
in order up to polish my social skills.

And yet every time I open my mouth,
I’m still afraid of how you’ll take it.

 

It's going to be one of those days..

The stars have lost their shine.

I laid down in my front yard starring up towards the same stars that I looked at when I was ten. I had a telescope back then and spent every single night outside looking at stars. Now, I was only outside because I had nothing better to do and I needed to think. My brother and his friend decided to join me, and by join me I mean sitting outside on chairs blaring gangster rap at 1am throughout the neighborhood.

It was too bright out to see all the meteors, but I thought I saw a bunch... I know I saw more than ten. While outside I thought about various of things, more or less my future and I basically came up with the assumption that "I can't become what I want unless I write more." I also have projects on the go and such and I should probably start focusing and effort on those projects instead of wanting to play magic or waste money on geekery toys.

Talked to Caitlin tonight. She said she had a letter she written for me that was a few weeks old. I shouldn't get into it, but lately we've both been the whole "Yup, fucked up part" she even compared me to Jacob from the Twilight Series, in which I have been on record saying Jacob is a Tool.

Gregory, A.K.A Greg the Green will be staying over at my place for a day or so! It should be cool, he wants to start a comic together and such...

My dad's thinking about buying a boat. Like a big boat, my first thought was "what?" Apperantly, he has a boat ready to buy at the price of 11,000  in which I replied "Give that to me and I promise I will move out and never see you again" and 11,000 will be an awesome start up money for my own renting place and such.. I could do a lot for 11,000...

I can't wait for Friday's vampire game! It should be exciting since my Character was "suggested" to do a Million and a half dollar hit on another kindred. Of course, the game masters will assume I wouldn't take it and black mail said character... But alive or undead, a million dollars can do a lot of money.... Then again, I'm sure if I did that somehow my character will get screwed.

I'm going to start on "Primeval" tomorrow, and no it's not that horrible movie but a British sci-fi show about Dinosaurs and time travel! What a winning combination!

Days have gone stale. Not going to school, not working it seems like a bliss that I would enjoy but I don't exactly have anyone or anything to spend it with. Sure I could write, or I could study for my final Friday...but I don't... Tonight I made Cesar Salad, Chicken Thighs and Patatoes for dinner, it was enjoyed by the lot of the family.

*yawns* Caitlin offered to visit me... which is wierd cause I know, she knows what's going to happen yet again! I mean the past five or so times wasn't enough, not to mention the distance and such... Not only that but she is apperantly with someone else named Dan who is a deadbeat. *Sigh* Perhaps its me just being needy and lonely or something? Like someone who can't let go of their ex?

I emailed Nadja, saying what's up and we're still on for the project and so forth! Nothing new on that angle... except for me doing "You know what would be cool... if the vampire was a time traveling vampire"...well maybe not that but I'm having OTHER ideas for a different story... and no, it does not have a time traveling vampire... I was using that as an example... fuck, if I wrote that then I would be nothing more than a fan-fiction writer!

Caitlin (Wow, I mentioned her several times tonight) said she found my Plentyoffish and Ok Cupid account. She was telling me how she went all emotional because she was going through the bands and "Our" songs and so forth...

Oh yeah... I kind of went on a date.. When I said Kind of I mean I hung out with a girl who has a boyfriend in a different country because she's here to get an english degree but is looking for play... Anyways, she can't speak English well but she's fucking smart as hell! I mean... she has a Masters in Biology with a specialization in Tropical Viruses and so forth. She's from South America, and she is interested in the Vampire Larp... She actually understood most of what Nathan told her...

To understand how brillaint and amazing feat of understanding Nathan is well, you need too know Nathan!

Nathan is a Iron worker (Who my dad fired twice back in the day) and is a straight edge dmer for his world of darkenss game. He spreaks of wierd occults and religions and really wierd philosphies.. that seem almost crazy... Anyways... she was perfectly understanding HIM while she was asking me "Why does this person (A male) want me to visit him at work?" type things... I mean.. Nathan talks about really freaked up stuff like the Cult of Isis and what not... (I love the guy) but there is times where I don't understand what he is talking about... So too have this girl perfectly comprehending what he was saying to her while talking about shit she never heard of before is Amazing!

On a related but not so important, I spent my weeked painting at the Mason's Hall so rent will remain low for Vampire... I'm hoping to jump into the Cam games soon... It would be kick ass awesome to talk to Sethy (Since he plays Cam Games) IC... I'm thinking of a Nas Computer Hacker named "Ion Prime" (Taken from Denium's Youtube name)

I assume we all know Russia and Georgia are at war right?

And as I said that, several people around the world mistoke Georgia for the State of Georgia in the USA and not the small country...

Anyways, I'm lost for words.

I'm on the bus back to Coquitlam station after leaving Chaos a bit earlier then planned (A hang-out type deal got pushed back till tomorrow) and I met a friend and a comedy writer named Mason on board the #169. I knew him in high school and we do the old song and dance of "Oh hey, what's going on?" type deal and he said he's working on a movie script. I told him to give me the pitch, he didn't know what the pitch was as he poorly executed it.

Seriously, all my stories--even the really crappy stories I can pitch in under a minute. It's like a writer's resume, it's a science and an art. If a writer doesn't have a good pitch then it's like having a really crappy resume.

So back to this guy, to be far. I have had my idea as a cliche and horrible ideas in the past. However when someone criticizes it I retort but I don't insult the person... That's what happened Friday, the artist was criticizing my story only too get the feeling that I understand what I am doing and my goal for the story.

So, this was the person's idea.

Essentially it is a "Black Superhero/Comedy/Action" movie script that focuses on Character A, B, C (He calls them guy, girl and friend)

Character's A father is a famous superhero that was killed when Character A was very young on public television. For some reason Character A grows up with superpowers (Earth-like powers, was never explained what) and decideds not to be a superhero. Meanwhile Character C is a friend of Character A and tries to tell him that he needs to be a superhero cause of his power. Character C always wanted to be a superhero. Then Character B (Girl) comes into the scene with Rock Superpowers (Controlling rocks via psychic link) and Character A has a crush on her while Character C (The Non-Superpower one) teaches her how to use her super powers. After watching her and learning about her Character C does sciencetific expiraments on Character B and becomes a Supervillian who... CONTROLS EARTH Power things! Character C is now a badguy, Character B tries to stop him but almost gets herself killed then Character A kills Character C and Character A becomes a hero....

Pretty bad, I thought... And how he explained it was a tad worse then how I typed it due to all the likes and buts. We then dicuss what I'm doing and I mention I'm trying to become a writer and working on a few projects and he asked me my opinion on the script. I gave him a numerious reasons why it won't work and what needs to be changed but he didn't listen to me :(. I told him I've seen Fan-Fiction that had better writing about lesbians in it then his plot. Right off the bat, not being a comic book geek of course this comes off of my mind:

1. Not another superhero movie.
2. Why do they have Earth Powers? (Apperantly he says that it's easier to do in CGI >.>)
3. If Character C was that smart in Science.....(Insert whatever here)
4. What does A turn back to be a superhero after saving one person.
5. Doesn't fit the genre. (Black comedy)

He took it like I was insulting him and left for work. I shrugged it off.
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In other news my Anarchist Brujah like Character in EoE now has a status of Three!

I am now Acknowledged, Vailent, and Just!

I'm still :(, as the Toredore are trying to take my status away because they don't see how awesome my character is at saving their asses. By saving their asses I mean pull one of the characters into the line of fire of an enemy and use them as a meat shield as opposed to them breaking the masquerade. The Treimere are annoyed with me because I'm rising to fast in the ranks at god like speed. Not to metnion my status no brings the Brujah to Rival in the Clan standings, only opposed to the Gangreals.
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I had a breakdown of "OMFG I"M UGLY" today on the skytrain and earlier because I feel so exhausted and so forth and of course the whole no dating thing is wierd and..blah blah blah. I should get going and study so I'm not a worry wart all day tomorrow when hanging out and so forth.

Finally, one last question:

I saw Susan today...

Things were going so well...

Now i'm in an emo fit.

Great!

- Doctor Who was Great
- Bitchy Manager at work
- Did some school work today
- Tired
gah...

And yet i'm lonely.
I'll type something smart tomorro

I saw Susan today, well I didn't talk to her nor did I know if she acknowledged my existence but as soon as I got off the bus I saw her get on. It was that kind of annoying everything went into slow motion kind of sighting, she was with two guys... This pisses me off cause she supposedly moved FAR away from me... God damnit!

And too make my day worse I had my bank try and fuck me around...

So have you heard we might be aliens? Yeah, that's what the news is saying.... I can't wait till:
1. Some christian group tries to explain this
2. we find out battlestar Galactica is actually the future >.>
         - Battlestar Galactica has humans living in the 13 colonies, one of them being earth and when 12 of the colonies (Far away we don't know about) were blown up the survivors find earth only too have it all blown up by nuclear explosions...

In other news besides that, I have a crush on one of my friends :( She's on facebook and could read this... but it's stupid crush >.> and It is someone who I rarely see or talk to.

I might go see a movie tomorrow, if you want to go with me add a coment, i'll get ya in for free.

and yet I still feel alone.

Oh well, might as well go to bed.

It's near midnight and I'm catching the skytrain to Lougheed Station. I'm sitting in the back of the car for a few reasons; one, it's faster to the steps at my stop and thus I can run after my bus if it is just leaving and two, less drunks. In front of me is a preppy girl, early twenties, long hair and a mixed race of some sorts. My eyes are closed for the majority of the ride, thinking about Vampire and how useless I was at a slow game. The pot lucked sucked because people forgot to bring forks, glasses ect so basically all that was eaten was Pizza and no drinks, why can't people just buy cans and not two liters?

Anyways, the girl's phone rings. She starts freaking out on the guy about "stalking" and how she's gonna call the cops. This happens (the phone ringing and answering) about 10 times, I make a lavish joke to myself saying that I"m not on the other line, wasn't that funny. However, at the last stop I told her to take care of her self, she smiled at me.

I hope she got to her destination ok, she seemed pretty scared.

I got to my bus stop and I had a long wait for the bus, about 25 minutes or so.

In that span I have ran into a guy trying to get hit by a bus and a spanish guy bullying an asian male because he can't speak spanish. I didn't get it at all.

So yeah, I also saw a couple on the bus... I miss being with a person

Simple as that.

I'm going to the Art Gallery tomorrow for Krazy (Anime - Comic exhibit) who wants to come?

Sometimes I can't put on my mask.

I can't do what you want me to do, nor can I hide my feelings for you.

I can't be the hero you want me to be.
Nor will I be the villain for your genocide.

I'm just an unknown.

I'm just me.

This is basically how I feel:






*Sigh*

Today I met up with "A".

I personally thought it went well, then again I'm not your average day bear.

I got some sushi, which I don't think she liked (She loves Sushi, or so she says) and we chatted a bit while playing Rock Band, RE: Umbrella Chronicles and Super Mario Galaxy. She seemed like we were having a fun time, then we went into my room and hanged as she showed me some pretty awesome youtube video. Then I walked her to her bus stop and we talked about hanging out tomorrow and watching movies at her place... She said she would text me.

It snowed, she mentioned she loved the snow so I stated the obvious and went "OMG SNOW" She replied, I haven't heard since then. I assumed she would call me but she hasn't even been online today or anything since then and she is usually online at work... and didn't pick up the phone when I called to see if we are still on for today (Being Thursday today). Maybe I just came on too strong? I think I have personal issues or something, I'm not sure. *Le Sigh* And she looked good too, bah, she reminded me of Kathy (Not my mom) from Drexoll... Oh wellz. Possibility now: 35% of hookup/relationship.

Now, Second girl that I'm talking to. Lets call her "V" for now.

How about we don't talk.... In less my, mid-court shot hits nothing but net... .... ... ... ... Bounces rim... ... ... ... ... Leans out... ... ... and nothing. Oh wells. Perhaps I should like indulge myself in something so I won't be thinking about my life all the fucking time?...Oh yes, Comics.

Oh fuck. It's the first of the week. Comics aren't very good during the first of the week. Most of them were blah, sadly. Although I am starting to read Amazing Spider-Girl which is actually well written. I think it would be better than Spider-Man if it was bit more violent and mature, almost like Ultimate Spider-Man.

Blah... I really disliked this weeks comics. The only one that I actually considered excellent was probably "The Twelve" but really, that's not an original idea just a rehash of Captain America type origins.

Now, Joss Whedon is an amazing writer. Now if you're just a tiny itty bitty interested in X-Men or good comics in general I high suggest reading some of Joss Whedon's stuff. Now the problem? IT TAKES FUCKING MONTHS to get a single issue out. I forgot the series Runaways still existed! It's been 3-4 months for an issue of this monthly series! I almost forgot what's going on in the series, but yet Whedon is amazing at foreshadowing (Astonishing X-Men latest issue).

It's getting late, perhaps I should dig up my pride in the backyard and get reacquainted with it once again.

Facts that I've come to terms with:

I'm all over you, not over you.
Broken heart, broken mind
I'm so sick
Robert Smith Lied.

PS: Who the fuck still makes music videos? I'm pretty sure TV barely plays music videos still.

Later Days

I'm unsure about my love life.

On one hand I love Caitlin, I love her to death. She is probably the one for me, how we connect and talk to each other. Yet, she is across the continent and did something stupid. She got grounded for three months, three months of no communication between her and I because she is completely grounded and for what? She had pot in her room, a person who I thought was Straight Edge had pot in their room. It is one thing for me to date a non-straight-edger and being around pot, but it is a slap to the face if a person breaks their edge. Not to mention, she isn't the girl that I thought she was years ago... But despite all of that I still love her. I do, with all my heart but it is unfair for me to be left in the dark for three months, so soon after the last scare which could of ended our relationship. I can't deal with a relationship where I have to be alone for three months without having someone to hold or anything... It is cruel. I hate long distance relationships.

Granted, this could be my mindset because a few things happen today other than me being utterly sick like a stupid fuck.

The first one is that I had first contact with Susan since what happened. She posted on my LJ (Nothing vicious) but I also ran into her while waiting for Holly (Get to her in a moment). Susan looked terribly, as in I know she is having a tough time in life before she mentioned that I can laugh at her misfourtune. Yet, I didn't. I wanted to help her and hold her, just like what happened a few months before and the first time that she threw me aside and when I helped her. I was a friend to her, a friend who was their and she threw me aside for a person who seems to be "too busy" for her. Typical. I'm not sure how I felt after the meeting, I mean I wasn't happy but kind of sad. But was I sad out of pity or being lonely?

Speaking of that, I was supposed to see Holly today. The thing is that I know Holly likes me, she told me. Yet, I still said sure to watch DVDs at her house, as a hangout thing. But that didn't happen. She stood me up at a meeting that was supposed to be at 9:45, waited till 10:30ish, gave her multiple phone calls and not a word sent yet about why or an apology for ditching me. I hate being ditched.

Sighs, I'm confused on what I want in life. Even If I stay with Caitlin it would be at least 5 months before I actually see her and I don't think I can actually wait that long...

I love her, yet I believe that half of her attraction is knowing I can't have her.

I'm a decent person right? I should be able to find someone right?

*Sighs* I need to go to bed, I got work in the morning...9-5:30 :( and i'm sick, tired and lonely.

Bah, I'm home from work. In a single day working for my dad I've earned 160 dollars. Work wasn't too bad actually, except for me skinning my hand (Not funny, it hurts like a hooker in Pickton's Farm). Too soon?

Anyways, yeah my hand hurts and I have tomorrow off so i'm sleeping.

I just want to thank Kai for the awesome Christmas card and CD (Haven't listened to it yet) >.> That was very sweet of her :)

I have my family presents almost done and then I still have to do a few friends and zee "girlfriend" present. Although I don't know what to get her... But yeah... anyways...

I have a shit-load of laundry to do. It sucks like hell.

Oh yes, my main computer is near dead/zombie. It is having thermal issues that I have temporary fixed but I'm not sure how much longer it will live for.

And Dolphin Olympics 2 for the win!

PS: Anyone wanna watch movies in the afternoon? I wouldn't mind seeing Ichi the Killer again or some of my other swag movies.

PSS: I have this song stuck in my head:

I’m typing this as I’m waiting for someone to come online. She was suppose to be on at 11 and it is now 12. Bah, I hate when people said that they are going to be on at a certain time and don’t show >.> I need to speak to her on the matters of gifts and locations and such L

I think my computer might be sick.

For the past few days Fire Fox has been crashing at random and stupid times, which have irritated me more than a few times. An example is when I was downloading some stuff it crashes, thus my downloads canceled (From Rapidshare) and I had to restart it L Then when I started to Remove programs at random, explorer crashed. Like I’m used to crappy computing cause I’m using XP but come on!

English Class was interesting actually, we did some peer review on people’s essay (Which I learned is due on TUESDAY and not Friday, so I’m a tad bit pressed for time) and then the teacher & some students went to a Boston Pizza/Pub afterwards. My English professor is sooo cool he bought the First Round and some appys, very cool of him! Also I learned some interesting stuff about him he played in a gutter punk band for 6 years, almost got signed to a record label but quit for a girl which he now regrets… It’s actually very interesting. I also talked to a fellow classmate about Martial Arts (since I used to do it and such) we went into a long discussion about the disciplines of Tak Won Do (Spelling it wrong, don’t care) and Hapkido. It was interesting. There was also mentioning of Evil Kenevile (Spelling) dying, lesbians, stalkers and other random things that really has nothing to do with English class. Oh, and he publicly bashed Kwantlen college.

Another interesting thing is that I found a Straight Edge book in a library (Which I needed for my report) but I also took out some Poe from my library and went to meet with Student Services about something. So when it was time to ask what I read and stuff I actually said, “Oh I got some Poe in my backpack” which surprised the guy a bit. He gave me some German Gingerbread puff or something. It was good J Also my Manager at work also went WTF with the Poe. >.> The Library was out with their teen vampire romance novels and Lovecraft so I thought I would pick up Poe (For the poetry… God I love it). Then I got a few WTF questions about how I can read poetry.

I’ve been switching to updating this and comic book reading. I just finished reading Ultimate Spider-Man and Namor’s little mini series. I’m pretty tired it’s 2:34am and the girl still hasn’t shown..

See that’s the problem with me. I’m far to patient. I’ll wait for someone to show up for a few hours before I leave! I did that one time when I went to see Becca (Of course she no showed) so of course you think I’ll like learn my lesson or something… Then tomorrow I’m going to be in a bad mood cause I will be behind shopping cause she isn’t there to tell me stuff that I needed to know today and I have a paper due and blah L Sometimes I feel sooooo unloved. Then again I’m also paranoid.

Speaking of feeling unloved, my mom decided to torture me tomorrow by doing a photoshoot thing L

I’m going to bed now. I’m tired and I don’t feel like waiting for her L *sighs disappointedly*

I’m taking a break from writing a horrible, horrible paper for class tomorrow. I hate academic writing, it is very boring and tedious work. Granted, if I follow the format of a paper I should not fail >.> I can write about something totally in accurate as long as I followed format it should be good… I especially hate critiques, Critiques are the worse and I need to make mine sounds better… so far the meat of it is the introduction and the summary.

I would rather much do a Critique on a interesting topic rather than arguing about BBWs. How about society? I would love to argue the decline in “morals” of society and how sick and twisted we’re slowly turning… Example: Pornography and sex. 10 years ago the idea of Anal was a taboo to most people but within 10 years it has become the norm and more often than not a “Vanilla” concept now and days since it is featured on almost every porn movie ever made, same with “facials”. Now this shows a change in what we consider the “norm in society” is it a good thing or a bad thing? I don’t know. Another subject that seems to grow more “Vanilla” and accepted over the years is poly, open relationships and sleeping around. 10 – 15 years ago it was looked down upon now… it isn’t, it is part of the norm. What’s to say what is what in 20 years time?

I once created a novel idea… then it got out of hand and now I’m not sure how it started or not… I’m thinking of writing a bunch of short stories (When I have time) about random stuff and somehow connect them… I don’t know… *Sighs* It’s 4:04am and I’m loaded on the Energy drinks that I took from safeway and to say the least I’m still not happy… Then again, how do I consider myself happy? With the except of last Wednesday, I’m usually happy on Wednesday because comics come out… Same with Mondays now because of TV Shows… I’m wondering if this is saying that I seek happiness through material objects rather than real people, perhaps I’m one of those people who would trade in a friend for money… Hmmm….

Apparently I’m passive aggressive… I was first told this by Bliss (In a LJ post when I was trying to help her with something) and so forth… I would tend to agree that I’m passive aggressive… I don’t know what the point of this part is… Perhaps it serves as forshadow?

I have a new shirt! I love my new shirt… I wish people did designs on Pants like they do on shirts… that would be cool.

I actually think there might be something wrong with me, like an actual mental illness… I’m not sure what but if you look at my past blogs/behaviors it is repeating what I’m doing now/been doing… But besides that, I actually think I have some sort of weird thing going on… Through out highschool and still do I always wanted to be a vampire… I’m not sure why… nor do I know if day dreaming about running around at night is an illness or not but I think it would be fun. I’m also paranoid, very paranoid. I’m not sure why if it is because of what Amanda did to me or if it was something else that happen in my childhood. I think it might be Amanda that made me paranoid about people, especially in relationships. I also have a problem with regretting stuff… Not that they were bad choices but I regret a lot of things in my life because I think if I did that thing or didn’t do it I would be happier…

I have at times during sex imagine having sex with ex’s/other people. I’m not saying who with who.

I firmly believe that you don’t have to be blood to be family. I don’t even consider my mom and dad family, they are an extended family… Beau is family, Clay… maybe.. I’m not sure… But yeah… They make it difficult for me to approach them about stuff.

I hate people who have my on MSN and don’t talk to me, this annoys me because all it does is clutter my messenger… I know I could delete them but I forgot who’s who. I don’t want to delete someone who might be of importance later on… never know when someone will do something…

I also write/say things in here that I don’t mean to get out but I can’t help it.

I’m pretty sure if I ever drink I would be an alcoholic.

I read a book a few days ago and during this whole mess that is almost what I’m in right now, although it has a happier ending…. Kind of, well yes.. Infact it pisses me off that I can’t do it.

I’m a jealous person, I am a really jealous person.

I wanna kill all my Ex Lover’s Lovers.

I want to chat right now with someone but no one is online. I want to be cuddled and such…

I honestly think I could of preventive what was going on if I had been nicer and more spontaneous with dates and such…

I think I said too much.

Wednesday has been a fairly good day so far! New Radiohead CD “In Rainbows” came out and its excellent, new comic books, a big 87 dollar Check from the government for being awesome, and Sonic is now confirmed for Super Smash Bros Brawl! Excellent day, the only thing that can make this day better if work burns down before I have to step inside it. Although one thing did hurt me, I offered to take Susan out to lunch to talk about things but she’s busy. Heh, oh well.

I’m gonna shave…. Not like you’ll notice or anything… I just feel like typing that in.

My dad doesn’t believe me that the plumbing in the bottom bathroom is going to go out L Oh well, it will and I’ll be right! Work phoned me to come in early today and I didn’t answer it >.> I phoned back and apparently I was supposed to be at work from 1-30pm to 9:30pm… which is weird because I only agreed 5:30pm to 9:30pm. It’s 4:37pm and no one called me to ask where the fuck I am…. Soooo It’s cool. Besides walk at 5:30pm, argue with Mindy and boom Half hour taken off my shift already! I’m smart! I’ll probably be putting new stock away, so if you’re in the area, come bug me!

The CEO of Microsoft is apparently Transgendered… Whowoudathunkit?

Tomorrow is my long day at school so I’m probably gonna take some Green so I can eat, work on my essay and such. If anyone wants to meet sometime from 12:30ish to like 6ish (Depends where and how long it’ll take me from there and back) we can :D. I still have to do a poem for the class so excuse me for more poetry tonight around 1ish when I come home from work!

I have the weekend off! FUCK YA! Friday 3pm till Monday/Tuesday I have off! W00t! From work and School! Double w00t. I’ll probably go to Sanctuary on Friday as soon as I learn where it’s at and how to get to it by bus, anyone going?

Halloween is soon! I can’t wait… might go to Value Village next weekend to buy some gear. I’m getting my makeup at Michaels because I get 25% off, I wanna do something with liquid latex, I was thinking a zombie/reaver but then I was think Vampirish for 30 days of night and such..

Speaking of next week! 30 days of night!

I have to rework my play sometime in the next few days (Saturday? Friday?) so I can make plot twists… My play is in a span of 7 years play time and 20 min real time. Yet everyone else have like 20 min plays… I think I’m using Scenes as Acts so instead of a 1 Act play with 5 scenes… I have a 5 Act play with one scenes…. I should ask my teacher about that tomorrow morning… anyways gotta run!